Friday 13th
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after reading TheGoldenAgeOfCensorship
i realised something
there's two reasons why i behaved like that
when she started giving me the cold shoulder
one is of course trying to get her attention
hoping that somehow we'll get together again
but theres another reason
when i first told her
i also told to say it if she felt uncomfortable
although she said yes at that time
however she just gave me the cold shoulder without saying anything
so i guess another reason i behaved like that was to get her to find me irritating
and so tell me to get off her back
i dont really like to leave things hanging
now you may be wondering why then dont i just ask her?
probably cause i was hoping that it was me thinking too much on my part
and also afraid
that she'd said that she no longer like me
if you ask me whether i still like her
i'd say a little bit
but more of feeling left behind
if you ask me whether i miss her
i'd say ya
since she gave me the cold shoulder
she's a friend
