went to see Tricia off yesterday
so glad that i manage to get to see her off
didnt really talk to her
even though i sat opposite of her
its enough i guess
i dont even dare to look at her
maybe i'm afraid of falling in love with her again?
maybe i'm afraid of falling more in love with her?
or maybe i'm afraid of her knowing that i'm still in love with her?
spend the night talking with Tim and Tricia's cousin
watching Tim talk is damn funny
anyway she went in at 11.45pm
she came over to hug us
was quite weird
but it was comfortable touching her
that sounds so wrong on so many levels
anyway
dreamt that her flight was delayed and i got to see her next day
maybe that's why when i woke up today
for some reason
i really miss her
even though i didnt saw her for the past 8 months
and i only saw her twice in the past 1 week
well 3 times if you considered seeing her hair on cosfest as seeing her
oh well
