HateMe

2012-02-04T18:23:00.003+08:00

met up with Atrina today

i thought we were meeting up at 1.30pm
so when she messaged me at 10.45am
i got a huge shock
realised it was 11.30am
*facepalm*

anyway
managed to get there at 11.30am
hope she didnt wait too long

anyway
we had no idea where to go
plus we wasnt really hungry
so we decided to walk around

first
we walked around Bukit Batok
around WestMall

then we went to XiaoGuiLin
first time i went there
its quite beautiful
it started raining so we took shelter at a bus stop
before we continue our adventure when the rain got smaller

halfway on our way back to WestMall
we saw an old lady pushing a trolley
so we decided to help her
OMG Atrina helped push the trolley
BUT SHE WALKED DAMN FAST lololol
me and the old lady was left behind

after that we really went back to WestMall
but we didnt really know what to eat
in the end we decided to just go CoffeeBean cause i said i wanted to eat cake
she just got ice cream

since her mum havent tell her where they're having dinner
we decided to go all the way up
she saw kids doing the...
i dont really know what its call but its the template thing
where you use glooey stuff to color it
she said it reminded her of her childhood
haha

we left when her mum messaged her
at the busstop
for some reason
her side profile reminded me of Carrissa
i dont really know
but she seemed quite diff

anyway~
throughout our whole journey
we talked about a lot of stuff
ns, relationship, family,school, old man mermaid, nature,cats, why sky is blue...
just imagine la
the most random meeting i ever had
but had a lot of fun
hahaha

so long since i saw her le
the last time i saw her
was at the blood drive
and its the first time i went out with her
hope can meet up with her again :)

2012-01-26T18:33:00.004+08:00

Jan26

maybe cuz its my birthday
thats why i kinda like the no
hahaha

anyway
20years
if i think about it
i'm kinda touched by it
haha
even though theres still quite a while
i think

omg i have been reading manga like hell
takkoku, toxic, usogi, switch girl and now kimi no knife
all quite good

oh
and fb
the place where you can get birthday wishes from people you never talked to before
from friends you didnt know you have
from people you dont even know

...

Tricia
'before the day ends on your side, happy birthday.'

in the past this would mean so much to me
it still does
but not that much

thank you
sincerely

2012-01-25T07:12:00.002+08:00

yesterday
WAS DAMN FUN!!!

for the first time
there's so much people in our house

Cindy came first
then i went to fetch my friends, Debs and Bao
by the time i came back all of mum's friends had arrived

then we start playing mahjong for a while
then...

...the whole lot of them came
haha
aunt and grandpa and aunt's godsis
OMG
damn crowded
then cousin with his girlfriend also came
waah by then there's totally no place to sit
haha
but damn fun

too bad they left soon
after had dinner
i think its the first time
i had friends over for dinner
very crowded again

but after mum and her friends were done
me bao and debs remained in the kitchen
and we talked about lots of stuff
mostly about our class -.=
again haha
and i told them about her
haiz~

anyway
was damn fun
would have been a perfect day
if not for...

...ME FORGETTING TO CHANGE BACK TO EARSTICK BEFORE BOOKING IN!!!

2012-01-24T12:45:00.003+08:00

Chinese New Year!!!...

...almost finished le
haha

yesterday was quite fun
met quite a lot of relatives
i think its the most that i've seen in quite a few years
haha
almost all the relatives we visited
there were either other people there
or they arrived right after we arrived
really got ChineseNewYear feel
haha
better than going overseas

girls really change a lot huh
hur hur hur
...

TrumanShow
damn sick
love it

2012-01-08T19:55:00.003+08:00

was reading some of my old posts
yup those few posts

made me realise
how much i used to want to talk to her
like now

made me realise
thats why i need to stay away from her
like right now

...

nothing like reading your own old posts
to realise how much you have grown
well not actually
maybe how different you are from then might be more accurate
cause i dont think i have grown at all
haha

till
i find some of the things i used to post quite
chidish, corny and just plain stupid
which i still am
haha

even though i have changed
albeit a tiny little bit
i'm still touched
haha
but i dont want to grow up T.T

2012-01-04T20:24:00.001+08:00

memories of once loving you returns
unable to regret, unable to forget

-YuHee, the Witch-

but thats all they are...
...memories

2012-01-02T19:37:00.002+08:00

watching
YuHee, the Witch

waching it and talking to her
a bit of that feeling came back

haha
but i'm sure its more of memory of the past
than feeling

or just in love with love
haha

2012-01-02T10:36:00.003+08:00

yesterday
after sending YanYu off
got the chance to chat with Tricia on the train back

it really died
i'm actually more afraid than surprised
i mean i realise it when i read her blog
but
for feeling to change so easily
haiz
scary scary

to me
now she's a friend that i used to like
rather than a girl i liked
if you get what i mean
i dont really get what i mean either

anyway
felt good to talk to her

oh well
its a new year
lets start with a whole new piece of heart

2012-01-02T10:17:00.002+08:00

i guess i should post something
to thanks the old year and welcome the new year

2011
has been a long year
a really long year
maybe cause a lot of things happened?
from working to getting into the army

but it has been fun
or rather a lot of different experiences
from working in offices
to firing guns
field camp

has it only been a year?

outside of work
didnt have much time fo anything else
drawing not much
anime, drama and movie
a bit less

as for music
i guess i'm more into it

and money
OMG I HAVE BEEN SPENDING SO MUCH!!!!
HEART BURNNSSSSZzzzzzz!!!!
haiz

2012
i know its a bit irresponsible but...

expect nothing
and you'll be surprise by everything
and disappointed by nothing

what will come will come
just spread your arms wide
and receive them gladly
be they bring smile
or tears

2011-12-30T14:35:00.002+08:00

yesterday went out with
Tim Tricia and Yanyu

but for some reason
doesnt feel like we havent been seeing each other
for 3months
idk why

anyway
me Tim and Tricia
had to wait for YanYu for 1 hour
=.=
just like when we the previous day with Joei
so we just stood in the middle of nowhere
and talked about NS stuff
lol

when she finally arrived
we went to Nando's for dinner
there we ordered platter
and~
we talked cock some more
haha quite funny

after that we decided to do to YanYu's sis's tattoo shop
after like going in the wrong direction like 3,4 times
haha

then for some reason
they decided to go drink
then we just walk around to find a place

then i said' why dont we just go 7-eleven buy and sit somewhere'
and they were like'okay'
and i was like 0.o 'serious?'

then we just sat outside some shop
and talk lor
lol then Tim was like deciding whether he should get a girlfriend or not
and in the end they tried to decide by flipping a coin
then we kind of decide to leave after Tim made his decision LOL

...

finally got my shoes for CNY
after going to like 3,4 diff Pedro stores
but finally

2011-12-24T23:27:00.005+08:00

went Orchard with Jarvis they all
to look for NewYear clothes

i found all that i wanna buy
hohoho
but its gonna cost me a bomb
T.T
$300+ at the very least

saw a lot of girls
hohoho

...

Merry X'mas <8{D
(suppose to be Santa)

2011-12-11T19:55:00.003+08:00

went Orchard with Debs and her bf yesterday
asked her to help me with shopping for long pants

wah when i got there and msg her
she liked reply damn late
plus she didnt say she's already there
made me wait for quite a while
like half an hour -.=

anyway
met them at FoodRepublic
talked about NS
which like bored Debbie
haha

then walked around
Zara, Recoil then Espirit
got what i wanted

oh
when we were in Recoil
cuz Debs was irritating and i called her mum
the salesgirl was like
"She's your mum?
Wow she's damn young!"
HAHAHAHAHAHAHA
but shopping with her is srly like shopping with my mum

after that went to EwF for dinner
Everything With Fries
okok bah
like eating Sausage Egg McMuffin
for dinner -,-
spent most of our time there talking bout ahemahem
haha
quite funny

then went our separate way
went Taka
finally SketDance is out
haha
quite fun i guess

2011-12-04T11:07:00.002+08:00

Friday

went out with Bao right after i booked out
went to PlazaSing for dinner

actually want to watch AppleOfMyEye one
but only one seat left
how many time do people want to watch it???

anyway
talked cock lor
from mLiang's wedding to AppleOfMyEye
cadavers to love
and uni stuff

been quite a while since i've had such a good time talking

sat->sun

went with mum for her gathering
havent seen her friends since like 5 years ago?
but i didnt really have stuff to do there

after that went to fetch sis
coming back from nepal for ocip

went to pizza hut
where she showed us all the stuff she bought
she bought a damn nice thing use for praying/meditation(?)
it like resonate
the sound damn nice

then had to wiat till 1+
for bro from taiwan
wah he bought even more stuff
bought me all the OP character book
wohoo!

2011-11-26T21:47:00.003+08:00

today is...
MrLiang's Wedding!!!!

thought i was going to be late

anyway
the wedding was quite sweet
being in a church and everything

and the bride WAS DAMN PRETTY!!

and the exchange of vows
i always wanted to witness it
haha

oh and mliang
when he talked
it reminds me of him giving lecture
OMG miss that so much >.<
haha

went to watch movie after that
<<那些年，我們一起追的女孩>>
YouAreTheAppleOfMyEye

thought that the romance part is quite good
but overall is ok ok
but now that i think about it
it's really quite good

haha
though its a bit dirty
actually damn dirty -.-'''

love the part when guy called the girl when there was an earthquake
and they had a friend to friend talk
hope Tricia and i can be like that too

and i totally understand the part
when the guy say that
when you loved a girl, you will wish her happiness :)

2011-11-20T15:28:00.002+08:00

it's the first time i felt so depressed
and demotivated

failed 5 times le
with 3 times being in last week alone

gah!!

i know i also say
'be disappointed but dont be demotivated'
but its hard to when you failed 3 times in a single week

IWANTTOPASS!!!!

2011-11-13T14:22:00.002+08:00

went Airport yesterday night to see ShiJie off
infantry went to Taiwan

he must be damn sian
i would be if i'm going

...

omg
last week clubbing
i was so drunk i dont remember what i did
had to go back camp and ask them what happened

all the shit that i did T.T
apparently i tried to hit on 5 women
YES WOMEN!!
amd one of them was african
omg *smack face*
and i said that i have to find a drain that suits my personality
for me to puke

next time really have to be careful
cant drink too much and too fast

12 hours of my life!!!

2011-11-07T10:43:00.001+08:00

lost 12hours of my life on sat nite/sun morn
as in memory loss

MEMORY LOSS IS DAMN SCARY!!

totally have no idea what i did

2011-10-25T20:29:00.001+08:00

i finally got it
i'm in love with love

though it still stings a bit
haha

2011-10-16T16:52:00.002+08:00

PURE EPICNESS

THAT BLEW MY

FREAKING BRAIN OUT!!!!

2011-10-16T16:17:00.002+08:00

i guess i've finally move on

...

went to her blog
and saw her ranting about some guy

and you know the strange part?
my heart aint twisting around itself
it aint aching

in fact
i found myself like...supporting her?
like "C'mon, you can do it"
haha

but seriously
she can be too careful sometime
not that it's bad
i guess she knows that she have a shoujo filter or something
(side effect of reading shoujo manga i guess)
so she is more careful of what she's feeling

but seriously
take a leap of faith la

...

i guess i've finally move on

2011-10-16T11:55:00.002+08:00

just read
FivePeopleYouMeetInHeaven
by MitchAlbom

dont really like the first half
only the part where Eddie met his wife in heaven
is where i got interested
which is like already at the end

damn touching
that kind of love
especially when he ask his wife to change back to her older self

despite how he felt about his life
with the war and stuff
only with his wife then does he seems to be really happy

and the part where he met the little girl
Tala
where he cried with guilt after so many decades
where he asked for forgiveness

the thing is when he was asking for forgiveness
the little girl wasnt listening to him but playing with her 'toy'
i guess what the girl wanted wasnt his apologies

...

i dont know if i'm

in love with love
in love with being in love with her
in love with the dream of being in a relationship with her

or that
i'm really really in love with her
and want to grow old with her

2011-10-09T11:24:00.002+08:00

went Kino today
saw a Japanese lady wearing kimono
OMG damn pretty

...

TheGrandChef ended
their acting is damn good

especially ChenCai
when he won
how he looked as if he wanted to cry
but yet holding his tears back

oh and his love story
its quite funny
cause unlike other drama
he's like an idiot in love
and the way he behave in front of his girlfriend is damn funny
its more like treating her as his friend
and when he gave her flower
he look damn awkward and embarrassed
like trying to act normal
and yet he looked like he really didnt care at all
lke he's giving it for the sake of giving
HAHA

2011-10-02T17:55:00.002+08:00

Bleach vol 52's cover is DAMN EPIC!!!

cant wait for the entire arc to finish
so i can reread the whole arc

2011-10-01T22:47:00.002+08:00

011011

thats today's date if you dont get it

...

its been quite a while since i post le

anyway started driving
waah quite fun at the start
but then got harder

i cant multi-task

its like my hands, legs and eyes have to work independently
and yet together at the same time
kept screwing up

went up onto the kerb once
like literally boom-boom-boom
the whole vehicle going up and down
not just shaking

and i kept drifting onto the next lane
my instructor have to keep saying
'turn. turn somemore. somemore~'
haiz

going onto public road next week
damn scared
but get to drive around PasirRis
^^

2011-09-17T17:31:00.002+08:00

TheGrandChef

its a really nice drama
cause it focus a lot on cooking
there is still romance
but its like its a part of the drama
rather than the drama itself

it really focus on the cooking and the competition
plus it also talks about the preparation
like looking for the ingredients

another thing is that there are a lot of elderly people
it talks about how the elderly have to make decisions
to let go of things and pass it to the next generation
as well as mistakes they made in the past
how the guilt eats into them
and how they try to make up for it

it would really be nice to travel around in a van or truck
and make a living as a moving grocer

but if i were to think of a future career
i want to do something that can interact with small kids

2011-09-17T13:29:00.003+08:00

went to see Tricia off yesterday
so glad that i manage to get to see her off

didnt really talk to her
even though i sat opposite of her
its enough i guess

i dont even dare to look at her
maybe i'm afraid of falling in love with her again?
maybe i'm afraid of falling more in love with her?

or maybe i'm afraid of her knowing that i'm still in love with her?

spend the night talking with Tim and Tricia's cousin
watching Tim talk is damn funny

anyway she went in at 11.45pm

she came over to hug us
was quite weird
but it was comfortable touching her
that sounds so wrong on so many levels

anyway
dreamt that her flight was delayed and i got to see her next day

maybe that's why when i woke up today
for some reason
i really miss her
even though i didnt saw her for the past 8 months
and i only saw her twice in the past 1 week
well 3 times if you considered seeing her hair on cosfest as seeing her

oh well

2011-09-10T08:49:00.002+08:00

saw her
good to see her again
good that i can see her one last time

so dont be greedy

2011-09-10T08:40:00.002+08:00

went to see Yanyu off yesterday
at around 10pm

haha i reached there first and was just walking around
and i saw her coming in
with her dad and sis
what a coincidence

after she check in
we waited for Tim before going to a cafe
then YanYu's secondary school friends arrived
followed by Tricia and her family
a lot of Yanyu's relatives came to see her off too

then we just sat there and talked
mostly about NS haha
what else can guy my age talk about?

then around 11.10 we slowly walked to the departure gate
hugged her and saw her off

waah then i missed tthe last train
had to wait damn long for a cab
ex sia

2011-09-05T22:58:00.001+08:00

And sorry.
For everything.

2011-09-05T22:56:00.003+08:00

its been too long since i sat down and quietly think

back in school
i'll always find some time to sit down
and think about stuff

but for the past few months
actually almost a year
i havent been doing that

just down i tried to figure out what i'm thinking
but i cant figure out what i'm thinking

2011-09-04T22:22:00.002+08:00

celebrate JiaMin's birthdat yesterday at Bugis
went to Jack's place

haha mum did a lot of funny things

...

met up with YY and Joei yesterday
over shot my stop by 19 stops
first time -.-

then met up with Debs today at Bugis
OMG its exactly 2 months ago that i met up with her at Orchard
what a coincidence

2011-09-03T12:20:00.000+08:00

how can something that sounds so simple
means so much?

...

And thanks.
For everything.

2011-08-30T15:36:00.002+08:00

omg last week's WSJ was damn badass

i wont post pictures of Bleach

CAUSE THE WHOLE CHAPTER WAS AWESOME!!!

is this badass or what?
OMG didnt know Ryuhei could draw so nice
look at the details on the dragon
0.0

just immerse in the pictures

2011-08-26T22:03:00.003+08:00

OMG
i dremt of
GIANT ROBOT POLAR BEAR
0.o

it was damn weird
there was like 3-5m big ones
and some like 10+++m ones

even in my dream
i couldnt be,ieve my eyes
haha

2011-08-22T20:32:00.002+08:00

one day not playing Prototype and i'm having withdrawl
the gore and violence and blood and killing
haha

anyway
damn excited that my Naruto collection is almost complete
6 or 7 books more
than i can start buying MedakaBox and Toriko le
xq

reading Emperor'sTomb
by SteveBerry
1 and a half day and i'm halfway through

2011-08-21T14:47:00.002+08:00

would you marry me my love?

in love with love

...

just finished watching
HarryPotter and the DeathlyHallow Part2

not the most epic movie i've seen
but it makes a nice conclusion to the series

Snape's love for LilyPotter
so touching when Snape was like hugging her body and crying
and the part where he showed Dumbledore his Patronus

and Neveile and luna
so cute >.<

2011-08-20T21:35:00.002+08:00

went to kino again
wanted to get the previous issue of WSJ
when i first saw Naruto on the cover i was damn happy
but then i realised Naruto isnt suppose to be on the cover
waah was quite sad

then i went to the Jap counter to ask about it
IT WAS THERE!!
haha
now i got the issue
THE ISSUE WHERE RUKIA RETURNS~!!!

but serious
i'm spending too much money ever since i enter NS
really need to try to control myself

2011-08-09T15:57:00.002+08:00

i'm so in love with her
even if its in love with her
at the very least its in love with being in love with her

...

manga internet comic games
i'm more otaku than ever

2011-08-08T20:03:00.001+08:00

there were stuff that i originally wanted to post
but dont really feel like posting them now
no reason

...

i guess it wasnt infatuation

2011-07-31T15:38:00.002+08:00

everything that reminds me of her
hurts

so much

...

packing all my old books
all of them from childhood
haiz
so much memories
from mursery all~ the way to primary school
(secondary school onwards mostly manga :p)

but time to pass them on
hopefully can donate to salvation army or something

2011-07-17T17:06:00.001+08:00

i thought that if i stop seeing her

i could get over her

so why do i still like her

so much?

2011-07-17T10:04:00.002+08:00

went shopping yesterday

first time i spent 200 on a single trip
but felt good spending money

i bought my 2nd pair of Converse sneakers
bought shirts from Zara for the first time
then a Zinc bag
plus some miscellaneous stuff

oh i had to not buy MedakaBox
cause i felt that i was spending too much
only bought SkipBeat and SketDance

...

had a 'real' conversation with Tricia
in a long while
while it felt good being able to talk to her
i think i was bothering her

2011-07-04T22:30:00.004+08:00

POP le

yesterday
after POP
went out with Bao YY and Tim
went to Bugis

lol we didnt really have any specific place to go
so we went from NLB to Illuma to buy koi
sat there and talked crap like always^.^

then we went to BugisJunction to have dinner
and continue talking crap

OMG really miss them
and the time spent with them

...

today went to see Bao off again at the airport
quite sad that everytime i see her its at the airport
haha

...

went Orchard with Debbie just now
i think she got prettier
or maybe i too long didnt see her le

anyway
had dinner at RamenPlay
had a lot of fun talking with her
talked a lot of stupid stuff
did a lot of stupid stuff too(went to get free stuff :q)

...

was just talking to Ari on FB
apparently she's learning chinese

i think will be quite funny to hear her speak chinese
especially i beijing accent
HAHA

2011-06-25T10:52:00.001+08:00

i just realised this yesterday
its because of Debbie
that i can speak so freely now

i'm so slow

2011-06-25T10:12:00.003+08:00

went clubbing yesterday night/today morning
at ButterFactory

wah got scolded by Russell
cuz i wear bermus and cap
haha

didnt dance as much
but was more fun
i think its cause we were drinking and playing games before we got in
haha even sergentRadzee cant hold his liquor

and i finally get to see who Rachel
she's not exactly
OMG SHES GODDAM BEAUTIFUL
but she's "omg she's beautiful"
and she has a nice personality
kind of like Debbie

at the end
all those who always went clubbing
GOT WASTED
LOL
they were all like sleeping on the floor
i even had to send ChayPioh home
and we got carded by police
haha
first time for everything

one of Rachel was quite chio
but she looked damn pissed off

2011-06-24T18:28:00.002+08:00

just watched X-Men:First Class
another nice movie
especially for a superhero movie

really like the cold war era style

AND OMG
MYSTIQUE IS SO CUTE WHEN SHE WAS YOUNG!!

and the relationship between Eric and Xavier is also really touching
especially at the end when Xavier got shot
Eric totally forgot that they were fighting
and went to hold Xavier

2011-06-24T14:14:00.001+08:00

my first 2 months is going to end soon
and(LOL) i'm top 30% in my company

yesterday's BCCT was damn funny

2011-06-19T08:20:00.002+08:00

its been too long since i've updated
cause of laziness

...

started playing AssassinCreed2

DAMN FUN
cause its very interactive
you get to run around
jumping and running wherever you want
and you get to KILL
HAHAHAHA

and the way it loads the building
damn cool

there was once
when it was fading out
and i jumped from a damn tall building
and it totally fade out right before i reached the ground
quite cool

2011-06-05T11:08:00.001+08:00

i still can't forget about her

2011-06-05T11:02:00.000+08:00

the range had a surreal feel

and the night starry sky is so beautiful

2011-05-29T10:29:00.002+08:00

i slept where i could see the night sky

woke up in the middle of the night once or twice
but couldnt see much stars

then woke up at around 4
there still wasnt much
but it almost covered the entire sky

maybe cause i'm an idiot
but it had a slight magical feel

remind me of my father

when the sky slowly brightens
the stars slowly fade away
till one was left
quite sad

still there's one left
one is all you need

but then i realise it may have been a satelite
sad
haha

...

for some reason
i cried just as i reached there

my mind was tatally clear though

i was thinking
why am i crying?
i should try to stop crying

haha

2011-05-22T09:20:00.001+08:00

small eyes
long hair
a slim face

my ideal girl
realise it went i saw a girl at least 6/7 years my junior
LOL

2011-05-22T09:17:00.000+08:00

OMG so long since i've posted
i want to mention stuff about *ahemahem*
but i cant cause i might get *ahem*
oh well
not like i really want to remember them

2011-05-03T06:52:00.000+08:00

losing my head soon
heading off to NS

2011-05-01T22:49:00.001+08:00

just finished WitchBlade

if you put aside all the actions
its just a heartwarming family story
isnt it?

especially the last few episodes
when masane was heading off
those feelings of knowing that things are going to change
and yet you're trying to hold onto those last few minutes of normality

its these normal days that you miss when something drastic happen
isnt it?
cause if its some special events
you can plan it and people who attends it are excited about it

but for normal everyday life
things just happened without you planning
or rather you cant plan for it
that's why people feels most at ease

i think theres a reason that i chose to watch WitchBlade just before i head off to NS

...

tomorrow's the last day

...

life is about comparison isnt it?

without other people
you wouldnt know whether something you did
is wrong or right

on the other hand
if other people did something
you not doing anything can be good or bad

if other people did bad things
you not doing anything or just the minimum
will make you be seen as good

if other people did good things
you doing just a tiny little bits more
will make you be seen as better than the rest

sad that you need other people in order for you to gain recognition
sad that you need to do things just to gain recognition

2011-04-28T20:11:00.002+08:00

I COMPLETED TALES OF VESPERIA!!!!
\(*_*)/
a few minutes before i hit 60 hours
hahaha

omg the ending is quite bad
well the final scene and after that is okay
but going through Tarqaron is SO EASY!!
and Zagi
wah damn tired of him

and Duke
his MysticArte doesnt kill WTH
it just leaves you with 1HP
=.=

and after i finished killing Duke(yes in one try)
it ended immediately
i thought i would still be able to move around

and i think the story is like OnePiece
no love
cause Yuri and Estelle AINT TOGETHER AFTER EVERYTHING
( ; _ ; ) WHY~~???

wahh but there's a lot of side quests i havent complete
i think i'll load back my game
or replay the whole thing later on
HAHAHA

2011-04-24T13:41:00.003+08:00

finished watching DarkerThanBlack:RyuuseiNoGemini
way better than the first season
THE STORY IS DAMN GOOD!!

but damn sad T.T
i almost cried at the ending

the OP and ED is really nice too
i think its the first time i listern to the ED and OP for all episodes
love the part when Suou's friends were playing by the beach
then they switch to Suou
looks damn lonely T.T
and when Hei was walking among debris
that was damn lonely too

and Suou died at the end
in Hei's arms

2011-04-23T19:44:00.002+08:00

Kekkaishi ended
dont really like the ending
i mean there really isnt a climax
the building up was quite nice and when there's suppose to be a climax
it somehow just ended

plus
Yoshimori when he went to school
when he said that he doesnt have any more night duty
ITS DAMN SAD!!!

oh and he and Tokine didnt really get together!!!
well he did somewhat confessed

haiz another manga ends

...

i just realise something
if i'm always somehow affected by anime i watch or manga i read
then watching DarkerThanBlack

isnt it why it's affecting me?

2011-04-22T21:46:00.002+08:00

finished DarkerThanBlack:KuroNoKeiyakusha yesterday

dont really like most of it

like Hei they all doing stuff that doesnt contribute to the plot

and they didnt explain much

only like Yin's story and the concluding part

at the end

the contractors, who aint suppose to feel emotions,starts having feeling

while humans, who are suppose to be emotional, starts making heartless decision

i guess they are trying to show that no one is really correct or wrong

...

i realise that whenever i'm watching or reading two different things

they tend to be somewhat similar

like D.grey whose newest chapter is trying to show how innocence may be the bad one

and the Noah may not necessary be the bad one

and the games i was playing

DevilMayCry4 and BlazBlue

brother fighting brother

...

i just saw a girl with figure like those Oda draw

2011-04-18T16:21:00.003+08:00

Yesterday

had a gathering with Bao,Tim and YanYu

cause Bao was in S'pore for interview.

Went to Nex and had dinner at PastaMania.

Surprisingly

i realised i still had social skills

and i think i talked more yesterday than the entire week.

Anyway, talked about stuff, mostly Uni and NS.

Fun. Haha.

...

TalesOfVesperia

32+ hours of playing

and i'm only just reaching the ending

omg when Yuri is fighting Estelle

its damn sad

T.T

2011-04-13T21:40:00.005+08:00

OMG havent been posting cause blogger dont allow me to put spacing

...

have been playing Tales Of Vesperia for the past few days

one of the best RPG i've played

not that i've played a lot

Pokemon, Zenosaga

thats all i think

haha i'm rooting for Yuri hope he gets together with Estelle

Flynn is not bad but for some reason i dont really like him haha

haiz i've been playing for about 17 hours but the map i've uncovered is like what? one third?

at least its fun ^.^

2011-04-10T20:26:00.003+08:00

SOY'C 2010

ONE OF MY FAVOURITE COSPLAY!!!

Sasori from imuoto

OMG this girl is DAMN CUTE

not the small one :p

2011-04-05T11:37:00.003+08:00

Just finished DevilMayCry4. Dante is damn BADASS!!!He is damn poised and arrogant. Well, Nero is arrogant and quite hot but then his is the teenager type plus he is a bit angst. Dante on the other hand is experienced so his arrogance and carefree is the type where he knows just what he can do and how well he can do them. Trish and Lady both are hot but hey, i'm a guy and they were meant to be hot. Dante on the other hand, plus i'm a guy which says quite a lot i guess. And the part where Dante got Lucifer, the spanish dance he did while attacking the Hell Gate is quite funny. AND THE HEART!!! The game is okay i guess. But the one thing i hate is the switch in character. I mean its damn cool where you can play as Nero then as Dante, but the place they they switch is... I mean just when i'm used to playing Nero, it switched to Dante. And the same thing for Dante T.T Oh well, I completed it,somewhat. I think to unlock everything, you need to play it at least 6 times or something. No way in hell.

2011-04-03T08:38:00.005+08:00

friday,went to YanYu's house to play SSF4.Very fun haha but not till i'm addicted to it.Juri and Akuma are my character,and i found out Juri looks good in any colour. Yesterday,family BBQ. Ahhh my cousin so cute!! Oh and in the taxi on the way back,cause one of the door wasnt close properly,all of us had to open and close the doors again.While the taxi was still moving.I'm sure its a crime.

2011-03-30T08:46:00.000+08:00

apparently i'm going to psychology in NTU just like that

2011-03-29T09:30:00.002+08:00

i've always wanted to use the book Atrina gave me to copy down posts on my blog i've planned to use it this way ever since she gave me which was like 3,4 years ago? i'm not sure and today i've decided to do it BUT when i was halfway through i'm so pissed off/embarrassed by some of the posts i've decided not to do it i've always try to do things that i say i'll do but my posts are such serious crap i really really cant stand it sorry old me LOL

2011-03-25T22:07:00.002+08:00

just finished another one of SteveBerry's novel
TheParisVendatta
not as good
at least is what i think

maybe cause there isnt too much puzzle solving
in this one

oh
and it says that a kiss
a real kiss on the lips with feeling
shortens one's life by 3 minutes
cause it increases your heartbeat
so that what is 4seconds becomes 3minutes
apparently people carried out experiment to prove it

love kills

...

just watched
BlackRockShooter

the action is quite nice
and the school life story is not bad too

but combine both together
IT'S DAMN CONFUSING!!!

too artsy for me

but not bad nonetheless

2011-03-24T21:41:00.002+08:00

finished TheRomanovProphecy
by SteveBerry
in one day
really nice>.<

...

went for BasicTheoryTest for driving
yesterday
50 question cant get more than 5 wrong
that's like get an A or fail
i got a damn shock
if Singapore's education system is like that
children will be falling from the sky everyday

...

i went to kino and there was this big book
5001 murders or something like that
i was really intrigued by unsolved stand alone murders

i mean i can understand serial murderers
who get their high from murdering people

and those normal people are probably caught
or confessed due to their guilt

but these unsolved stand alone murders
those that did it
wouldnt they do it again
i mean since they have gotten away with it once
wouldnt they be tempted to do it again
for some purpose or another?

and if they wouldnt do it again
is it because of the guilt of the first time they did it?
then why dont they confess?
if not they must have lived a miserable life
with may not be long
i guess

2011-03-20T22:17:00.002+08:00

just finished ShamanKing

i've read the entire series
including this time
around 2 or 3 times at least

but this is the first time
that i've thought that the series
is really really good

i'm also not sure why

as for the art
i've always thought that it's good
though i liked the art around the middle best

...

went with Joei and her friend
to kino

lol i gave up Naruto for Bleach and OnePiece

2011-03-17T20:46:00.002+08:00

today
i walked past the slowcooker
and kind of stared at the bubbling soup
i stoned there for a few seconds
if not for the fact i was reading ShamanKing
i would probably continue staring at it

weird as it may seems
it felt reallt comfortable

2011-03-15T21:14:00.004+08:00

just finished applying for Uni
hope i get my first choice
SocialScience
specifically Psychology

...

rereading ShamanKing
strange
lately i've found manga that i didnt think is good in the past
quite nice

just watched Tron:Legacy
story isnt that good
but the effect is quite nice

2011-03-12T22:37:00.001+08:00

inferiority and depression
are killers

so is wishful thinking

...

a pathetic attempt to hide how pissed off you are

2011-03-11T22:32:00.002+08:00

sent Bao off today

went to hostel to meet her and Yanyu
then took a cab to Changi
Bao paid for it
on the cab we kept talking bout stupid stuff
mostly bout Tim

then we just roam around the airport
till YY had to leave

after Bao see her off
me and Bao roamed around ourselves
lol

went to Aston's
we were like panicking cause we're afraid Bao will miss her flight
talked about our class
and stuff

then we rushed to the departure gate
Bao hugged me

felt a bit sad
not sure when will see her again

2011-03-11T21:46:00.002+08:00

yesterday was the last day of work
after 3 months

guess i'll miss it a bit

anyway
my holiday unofficially starts now
so much stuff i want to do

anime manga drama
oh and i want to copy down my blog
have wanted to do this for a while le

...

finished GurrenLagann
1st half was damn bad
it rushed through everything
i think its just a very long summary
of Simon past with Kamina

the 2nd half was way~ better
though it's still a bit...
well its not bad

...

stupid msn blocked me
have to make a new one
"heading straight to Hell'

2011-03-05T22:25:00.002+08:00

before 2.30 pm yesterday
it was the fear of possibility
possibility that could go either way

after 2.30pm yesterday
it was the fear of future
a future that is already set

the C is still there
oh well

i'm glad those 2 got what they deserve
well like i need to be worried about them

MsLiu was so glad with my result
that she hugged me
haha

went to SMU open house with Bao and YY
saw some saints

i think its the first time Jolene talked to me
always thought that she was afraid of me

saw Khin from Secondary school too

lol then we saw a guy that behave TOTALLY like Petras
even his hair and looks
cant believe anyone can be like Petras so much

i waved to a person whom Bao thought ws waving to her
I CAN'T REMEMBER HER!!

2011-03-04T19:26:00.002+08:00

results were so so i guess

GP was a surprise
Bio i got what i wanted thankfully
Math i got what i expected(arrogance tsk tsk)
Chem and Econ
worse subjects with worse grades

expected as it may be
it still kind of disappoints

a blemish is what i have

2011-03-03T22:12:00.001+08:00

it's tomorrow

what will come will come i guess

2011-03-01T08:39:00.000+08:00

seriously freaking out for result day
TailorSwift's LoveStory
replaying in my head doesnt help either

and i think i'm a bit hook to SSF4

2011-02-27T11:28:00.002+08:00

went bugis with YY yesterday to play SSF4
for my second time playing
i'd say i'm pretty good

i kept losing to YY

but its still fun ^^
SSF4 is fun

and it felt good to go out
AND BUY MANGA!!

i reckon i could finish buying Naruto before i enter NS
hopefully

2011-02-24T21:04:00.002+08:00

imagine you're sleeping when in the middle of the night
you have a feeling someone is watching you by the bed

would you open your eyes and check?
or would you force yourself to fall asleep?

ignorance is bliss
so is being dead

...

listern to Gaga TailorSwift today at work
all the songs reminds me of school, the trip to and fro and what i felt
lol

I MISS SCHOOL
specifically breaks PE and lectures

2011-02-20T22:08:00.002+08:00

people desire to be different from others
and yet when they find themselves to be different from others
they searched for others like themselves
afraid to be different from others

...

my fear of touch amuses me
so much so i'm almost afraid of touching myself

...

i really enjoy spending time alone in my room reading

may my thirst for stories never be quenched

...

strange
when you dreamt and forget about it
and yet
it slowly comes back to you over the next few days

2011-02-19T21:08:00.003+08:00

its been a few days since that lie

is it really what it is?
or merely a teenager's illusion?

even so
it hurts

so much so
can't even bear to visit something that is virtual

i've also imagine
and feel that it'll be so comfortable
to hold it

2011-02-19T20:50:00.002+08:00

manga
especially weekly shonen jump
really makes me feel good

SHIT I"M ADDICTED

...

i'm starting to freak out over something:

2weeks ago i borrowed some novels
one of the is TheShrine which i've read twice before
and one is TheVenetianBetrayal by Steve Berry
it was on the recommended area

although i've read TheShrine twice before
this time i went to research on visitations of VirginMary
like TheLadyOfFatima

one week ago
i went to borrow more novels
this time i went to find more of steveBerry's novel
and i found TheThirdSecret by SteveBerry
which had to do with TheLadyOfFatima

i'm a bit freaked
but its probably just coincidence

...

my future of remaining alone
reading novel to past my remaining days
may not be that bad

my thirst for story will never be quenched

well
i'm still young
and i may not reach that old

2011-02-16T22:26:00.000+08:00

starting to freak out for A's results
haha

2011-02-15T22:05:00.004+08:00

its because of uncertainities
that people have to believe in Something

but what if this Something
ask people to do something filled with uncertainities?

...

LittleAlice,SweetAndPure
ComeSeeHerIfYouNeedACure
She'llStopYourBoilsAndClearYourHead
AndSmileSweetlyWhenYou'reDead

i've posted this a long time ago
from
''TheShrine"
by James Herbert

third time i've read it if my memory serves me right
really like it

i think i'm bewitched by Alice
not Elnor
there's a diff

i like how the author describe
the madness, how the people behave when they panic
bascially how they are really like
and all the creepy perverse stuff

i think i'll will to get one of my own on payday

...

kept waking up,checking the clock,then dozing off again the entire night

once
i woke up, told my mum something
while vaguely aware that she's somewhere near me

literally fell onto the bed as if i were sap of my energy
and fell asleep before/as soon as i fell onto my bed

fearfearfear

...

1)is it right to kill 100 for 1000?
greater good? end justifies the mean?
2)would you kill a 100 for 1000?
are you brave enough to do what you believe in?
3)what if the 100 include your family
are you a lying biased bastard?
4)would you kill your family for 1000?
your family only?can you abandon your feeling for what you think is right?
5)would you kill 1000 for your family?
how much do you really like your family?

2011-02-13T21:37:00.002+08:00

asked Debbie and YanYu
to my house today
nice seeing them again ^^

i kind of feel bad asking them to come all the way
:p

...

what the hell is wrong with this week
saw a lot of old friends

...

if i were to describe
'TheShrine'
by JamesHerbert
i'd say...

...smooth silky seductive black

2011-02-10T20:33:00.002+08:00

just finished reading
"TheVenetianBetrayal"
one of the best novel i've read

for one thing
there isnt sex

well its packed with action
as well intelligence

i liked all the potical stuffs
with the government and stuffs

all the back stabbing too

love
viktor, Irina Zovastina, vincenti, malone and Vitt Cassiopeia
especially Irina and Vitt
they aint some sex symbol waiting for princes to save them
Hell they're emperors
especially specially Irina
damn cool

love how the author play with history and science
difficult to differentiate between facts the author used
and what he came up with himself

love how the author link everything up and leads is to the climax
love the ending too
Irina's helicopter blew up
not like some miracle-like ending
where suddenly people appeared and do something and BAM
'what? it ended?' kind of ending

as i said
one of the best novel i've read

2011-02-06T22:57:00.002+08:00

just finished
MySisterCant BeThisCute

OMG
KURONEKO IS SO CUTE~~
in episode 9 when she's taking care of her sister
and in the ending
where she's wearinf cat ears and posing in front of the mirror

CUTE>.<

well Kirino is cute sometimes
i guess

BUT KURONEKO IS WAY CUTER~!!!!

2011-02-06T11:37:00.002+08:00

went back to PasirRis for chinese new year
visited old neighbours

FELT SO GOODDDD~~~~~~~~~~~

miss the place
miss the people

maybe because so many things(not much actually) happened to my family
that they seem to not change much
everything is so familiar

wonder when i'll be able to go back again?

2011-02-02T23:35:00.002+08:00

finished Gundam 00 yesterday
love the second half of the second season
strange
cause normally i like the first half of the season

anyway
its really nice
lol

finished the movie too
which was quite bad in my opinion
they tried to bring the concept of understanding too far

2011-01-30T21:48:00.002+08:00

i'm in love with love
in love with romance

not in love with you
yes,i'm not in love...

...with you

...

its because i cant fly like a bird
that i can fall

its because i cant live in water like fish
that i can drown

its because i'm alive like a human
that i can die

2011-01-30T11:49:00.002+08:00

yesterday
read the Genshiken manga i bought
i love it so much

haha Madarame
CHIKA OGIUE
LOVE HER SO MUCH
but i guess it'll be kind of difficult in reality

2011-01-26T20:37:00.002+08:00

HuiLin
CUTE!

...

saw her
a present?

for a while, it stopped raining

...

one step closer

no footsteps beside me
no footprints behind me

...

facebook
the place where you get wellwishes
from people you dont know
or people you never talked to before

2011-01-25T21:26:00.004+08:00

just finished Gundam 00
quite nice

the ending is not 'OMG so epic'
cause it seems to be just another battle
which the Gundams loses
still its a 'WOAH NICE!' kind of ending

the entire anime is nice
cause its not about Gundam
but about war
the Gundams are just another tools for war

the GundamMeisters
even though they know that what they are doing
is smiliar to what happened to them
they continuing doing it to achieve their goals
which i think that one must be really strong to do

Setsuna
i think he represents...
i'm not sure what he represents
the confusion of why one's fighting?

Ali Al-Saachez
he represents, like what he said,
human's primal instincts for war
so he wont ever die

Saji Crossroad
he is the most human person in the anime
representing common people
and what happened to innocent people
suffering hatred and eventually overcoming them

at the end when Setsuna and Aker fought
when both of the lost their MobileSuits' head but continue
does that mean they are no longer fighting on reason?

ending is damn lame though
the world is unified?
lol

Gundam's face is so cliche
and yet so cool~~

lol this posts seems so...
oh well

GAHHH!
i just found out that Singapore screened Gundam00 Movie
just recently
DAMN PISSED OFF
and her reply pissed me off even more
TSK

2011-01-25T20:07:00.002+08:00

going to be a hell of a bad year

...

kind of forgot tomorrow's my birthday

oh saw hui jun today at imm during lunch break
she's working at giant

i think she've gotten cuter and prettier

...

closer, closer and closer
but never over

held back by a thin chain

snap should it goes
all will break loose

MADNESS

2011-01-20T20:37:00.002+08:00

NO THANK YOU!! I dont need memories
Because i'm strongly,deeply in love with the now
Being flooded with memories is a sweet, adult-like luxury
And yet i wanna refrain from it a bit longer

-No Thank You!-

...

i wanna write how crazy i am
but i'll pass

2011-01-18T19:32:00.002+08:00

yesterday had a 2/4 gathering
only 1/3 of the class turned up
so i guess jc gathering with so few people
its normal??

anyway
everyone didnt change
still same old same old
only alvian and jeremy grow long their hair
and she's still as pretty

met at orchard before heading to swensens
after getting lost =.='''

talked with jeremy and chongwee mostly about manga and job
then talked with weixiang wenyanf ben and junbing about 2/4
they tried to name everyone in 2/4
lol they had difficult naming quite a lot
and some i totally forgot lololol

than did a lot of other stuff
vulgar handsign, mix drink...

lol mabel's burger had a strand of hair
and shuyi was like kissing her mashed potato

had a lot of fun talking with them
i dont think its possible if not for jc

...

shit
i think i'm really into k-on
especially ritsu's voice

bought manga
Bleach48:God is Dead
lucky the quality isnt bad
maybe cause Aizen is damn win

2011-01-16T10:40:00.001+08:00

watched K-on live
i'm so totally into k-on fandom
lol
Mugi's seiyuu is very pretty

2011-01-13T21:31:00.002+08:00

listerning to k-on during working today
AND GOT HIGH WHILE WORKING
hahaha

Yui's voice is cute
which i already knew
Mio's is damn mature and really nice
and ritsu is surprisingly cute

i cant really hear azu-nyan's and mugi's voices

2011-01-11T22:02:00.002+08:00

the devils surrounding me
the devil inside me

the devil that is me

...

dont worry tortoise
you may not catch up to the hare
but you will finish the race

and oh you'll die