tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-17493298986503064412024-02-19T11:13:41.320+08:00HateMeHellBoundhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07599235570521175004noreply@blogger.comBlogger940125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1749329898650306441.post-1957468697124304992013-09-21T12:40:00.000+08:002013-09-21T12:40:27.488+08:00yesterday night<br />
went to F1<br />
TO WATCH BIGBANG!!<br />
<br />
thought i wasnt able to make it<br />
LuTing scared me too<br />
but got in<br />
and had quite a nice view too<br />
first time i was so glad im tall<br />
slept a bit while waiting though<br />
haha<br />
<br />
was AMAZING<br />
watching them live<br />
right i front of me<br />
<br />
TaeYang's dancing<br />
T.O.P rapping<br />
GD SeungRi and DaeSang<br />
they were damn cute to<br />
when they were speaking english<br />
Seungri and T.O.P.<br />
XD<br />
<br />
but really<br />
O.O<br />
WAS MINDBLOWN<br />
haha<br />
<br />
and TaeYang<br />
even though it was ending<br />
he kept asking to sing one more songs<br />
damn touched :')<br />
and i finally get what people meant when they say<br />
Bigbang are having fun when they are on stage<br />
<br />
AMAZING TIME XD<br />
worth every mnutes of waiting<br />
<br />
HellBoundhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07599235570521175004noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1749329898650306441.post-82931319690970526342013-09-16T20:53:00.000+08:002013-09-16T20:53:04.037+08:00Saturday<br />
went to Bishan <br />
to have lunch with ANNABEL<br />
went Ramen Play<br />
after that went to library<br />
didn't really do anything<br />
kind of just hang around<br />
joking<br />
was really fun :)<br />
<br />
Sunday<br />
went MBS<br />
first time going there <br />
that's not school or work related<br />
WITH ANNABEL!<br />
haha<br />
<br />
cause she wanted to go Garden by the Bay<br />
first time there too<br />
and we went to the top<br />
it was really beautiful<br />
at night with all the scenery<br />
with Annabel :)<br />
<br />
we kind of just walked around<br />
looking at all the lanterns <br />
joking around again<br />
<br />
went with her all the way to Bishan<br />
and she showed me her wallpaper<br />
DAMN FUNNY!!!!<br />
hahaha<br />
<br />
haiz~<br />
:/HellBoundhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07599235570521175004noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1749329898650306441.post-64996475427944716112013-09-12T20:11:00.000+08:002013-09-16T20:46:02.803+08:00So <br />
went cycling with the OG freshies<br />
a first for me<br />
from East Coast Park to Changi<br />
in total was 36 km I think <br />
<br />
for me <br />
was quite fun<br />
especially when we had to cycle to catch up with the rest <br />
cause my chain dropped out :/<br />
but I managed to fix it<br />
<br />
oh we had to teach HP how to cycle<br />
and she fell...<br />
...into mud X(<br />
<br />
just cycle at full speed all the way<br />
and Bedok Jetty<br />
a very beautiful place<br />
though no shade<br />
haha<br />
<br />
when we caught up with the rest<br />
they were all resting and eating mooncakes<br />
haha<br />
from there is the damn long straight road<br />
wah can die<br />
haha<br />
<br />
all~ the way to change<br />
had horfun<br />
not the old Ipoh horfun<br />
at least didn't taste like it did :/<br />
<br />
oh and I went to buy the sugar cane juice<br />
the little was so~~ cute XD<br />
<br />
and we cycled all the way back<br />
was very fun<br />
more fun than I expected<br />
:)HellBoundhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07599235570521175004noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1749329898650306441.post-19522974869968514002013-09-08T00:37:00.002+08:002013-09-08T00:37:47.295+08:00today<br />
my first sub-AGM<br />
<br />
I shall start from when I received the sms<br />
that I was nominated for Megafair PD<br />
but I rejected it<br />
don't think I can do it<br />
<br />
SOOOOOO...<br />
today at the sub-AGM<br />
first of all<br />
I guess you can call it my first meeting for anything<br />
was damn shack<br />
even though just sit there only<br />
<br />
anyway<br />
didn't expect to go up give a speech<br />
but someone nominated me for FAC<br />
I think that's when all hell broke loose<br />
<br />
actually I think I impressed myself <br />
with my own answer(haha...) as well as the fact<br />
that I dared to go give a speech<br />
or something like that<br />
<br />
anyway<br />
will type the question and my answer here<br />
<br />
from the FAC<br />
they asked what if a lot of freshies left halfway during the camp<br />
and how would you encourage your members?<br />
so I said that as we have take up the responsibility on providing them the camp<br />
it's our responsibility to watch it till the end<br />
even if there's only one members left<br />
as for what the PD should do<br />
the PD has no rights, or rather his/her responsibility not to show their disappointment<br />
as for the rest of the people<br />
how to motivate them depends on the situation<br />
<br />
the question from Megafair was<br />
would you hold the fair outside lt27 again?<br />
I suggested lt 25 where theres more traffic<br />
I also elaborated on some of my other ideas<br />
on how to get publicity<br />
for example giving free gifts like balloons<br />
to get their friends interested<br />
as well as selling cute stationeries <br />
and hopefully this will spread the news about our booth by words of mouth<br />
<br />
theres still a couple of questions<br />
but I think this 2 are the one that I answered the best<br />
<br />
so maybe you think my answers impressed the rest<br />
but I think the fact I rejected all these roles<br />
puts me in a rather negative light :/<br />
<br />
will talk about the cohesion in the next post/tomorrowHellBoundhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07599235570521175004noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1749329898650306441.post-60277811681678349142013-08-19T08:25:00.001+08:002013-08-19T08:25:43.420+08:00So...<br />
<br />
I told Annabel that I like her<br />
<br />
and she said no right away<br />
more in shock than anything<br />
I think <br />
I hope<br />
<br />
we were at Bugis library<br />
after visiting Bras Basah's Popular<br />
<br />
I had fun<br />
before and after<br />
she too seems alright<br />
hope I didn't trouble her<br />
<br />
at night <br />
she whatsapp me<br />
to like check if I really like her<br />
<br />
haiz~HellBoundhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07599235570521175004noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1749329898650306441.post-76163236924960477932013-08-10T22:00:00.001+08:002013-08-10T22:00:32.717+08:00went out with Annabel today<br />
<br />
went for lunch at Tonkutsu King in Tanjong Pagar<br />
was really authentic<br />
so much so that I thought the cashier will talk to us in <br />
was not bad<br />
at least they let you choose the toughness of the noodle<br />
and free flow of hard boiled eggs and bean sprout<br />
<br />
after that went to Bugis to shop<br />
from Bugis Junction to Bugis+<br />
and then to Haji Lane<br />
<br />
met Yanyu with her sis on the way there<br />
damn lucky<br />
probably the last time I met her<br />
wah when she said the next time we meet is next year<br />
wah I felt damn sad<br />
( T.T )<br />
<br />
after that we went to NLB <br />
at first we went inside<br />
after that the garden inside<br />
but in the end we came out<br />
CAUSE WE WERE TOO NOISY<br />
HAHAHAHA<br />
<br />
sat outside and talked<br />
about OG and stuff<br />
then went up to look at the Campaign exhibition<br />
<br />
before we went back<br />
went to get NanDaeMun Chicken cutlet<br />
passed her the present before she left<br />
<br />
...<br />
<br />
do I like Annabel<br />
so far i'd say yes<br />
<br />
when?<br />
not very sure<br />
but when she left a few days from camp<br />
I really miss her<br />
<br />
why?<br />
I think its cause shes cute<br />
nice to talk to<br />
but I realise this only recently<br />
after talking to her in lecture<br />
so...<br />
<br />
but she has a boyfriend<br />
so I don't have a chance I guess<br />
:/<br />
<br />
what will be will beHellBoundhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07599235570521175004noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1749329898650306441.post-11257397174869658432013-08-09T00:15:00.000+08:002013-08-09T00:15:04.074+08:00okay<br />
way overdue<br />
but here I am<br />
Sow'13<br />
<br />
group was Mort <br />
called ourselves Mort Mort<br />
and was with Seth again<br />
<br />
the people<br />
guys mostly<br />
thought we wouldn't really get along<br />
all those normal guys<br />
but they were funny<br />
I think they tried a bit to accommodate me<br />
a bit<br />
or maybe they are just really good at getting along with other people<br />
even me<br />
haha...<br />
<br />
anyway<br />
camp was fun<br />
FAC was more fun<br />
but still<br />
it was more fun than I first thought<br />
the HTHT at night was crazy though<br />
slept like 2 or 3 everynight<br />
have no idea how I survived<br />
almost everynight went to NUH for supper<br />
crazy ah us<br />
last night I was so sleepy <br />
I hit my head on the table<br />
haiz<br />
<br />
after that camp<br />
we had inauguration<br />
after that we went to drink<br />
talked about relationships<br />
but mostly gossip<br />
heehee<br />
<br />
after that was rag<br />
well it was flag<br />
but I didn't go<br />
a bit wasted<br />
JingHui who joined them was damn fun<br />
rag was okay<br />
got pissed off with all~ the people who kept standing<br />
after that we went plaza sing for KFC<br />
to discuss the next day outing<br />
0.o<br />
kept drifting off<br />
<br />
and so here we are<br />
picnic!<br />
at marine barrage<br />
was fun<br />
met JingHui<br />
a very fun person<br />
really enjoyed talking to her<br />
she had to leave early though<br />
:(<br />
she tried to threw me before she left though<br />
haha<br />
<br />
after that <br />
played saboteur<br />
flew kite and Frisbee<br />
the kite flew after Seth tried for a long time<br />
*clapclap*<br />
then a kid also played with us<br />
I was damn pissed with the mum<br />
anyway<br />
was fun<br />
haha<br />
<br />
and here we are<br />
or rather<br />
here I am<br />
getting ready for school<br />
don't whether to smile or not :/HellBoundhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07599235570521175004noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1749329898650306441.post-64640465879803337642013-07-20T23:22:00.000+08:002013-07-20T23:22:16.604+08:00so<br />
i'd say this blog isn't dead<br />
but even I wont believe it<br />
<br />
but seriously<br />
staying at home<br />
there's nothing to talk about<br />
maybe after I start uni?<br />
<br />
maybe I should talk a little bit about my trip<br />
<br />
ive talked a bit about Korea<br />
so i'll talk a bit bout Tokyo?<br />
<br />
wasn't as fun his time round :/<br />
maybe cause ive been here already?<br />
<br />
but it was fun<br />
meeting Charmaine was the highlight<br />
and it was fun<br />
meeting up <br />
in Tokyo no less<br />
<br />
first day went for sushi<br />
made a fool out of myself<br />
a bit <br />
haha<br />
but was fun<br />
went to the Disney place after that<br />
<br />
second day<br />
met her at her place<br />
Tama, Fuchu City if i'm not wrong<br />
had the Nepal curry and went shopping after that<br />
Ghibli Museum was okay, same as the first time<br />
then went to met with friends of Charm's<br />
third day, had dinner at her place<br />
HTHT<br />
<br />
and the day after that is back to Singapore<br />
the trip to the airport was hellish to say the least<br />
argh!<br />
<br />
anyway<br />
imma list everyone(tourists) ive talked to on my trip this time around<br />
first was the America-Born Chinese <br />
then the Malaysian family<br />
the 3 HK girls<br />
French twins<br />
the Korean tour guide<br />
the Korean palace guide<br />
the American tourist who needed help with the concession card<br />
who else<br />
that's all for Korea I think<br />
oh and a Japanese lady who look like my age<br />
met most of them in Namu<br />
<br />
In Japan<br />
a German girl who was with her Family<br />
not much<br />
<br />
oh I 'talked' to this Singapore-born Japanese girl<br />
was really pretty<br />
im assuming shes a uni or starting uni this year<br />
since shes visiting her grandma in Japan<br />
haiz~<br />
seems smart too<br />
a really nice person<br />
<br />
anyway<br />
my last two trip<br />
to Tokyo and Seoul<br />
seems to make me appreciate culture more<br />
not only theirs<br />
but I kinda feel that it would be a waste<br />
even a loss<br />
if we do not conserve the culture here<br />
in Singapore :(HellBoundhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07599235570521175004noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1749329898650306441.post-75302705362899150142013-07-03T22:30:00.001+08:002013-07-03T22:30:27.603+08:00Korea!so...<br />
here i am <br />
in Korea<br />
<br />
one thing i really wanna say<br />
staying in guesthouse is really REALLY fun!<br />
<br />
you get to meet people from all over the world<br />
my four nights here<br />
i've met a malaysian family<br />
an ABC<br />
a french twins<br />
and 3 HK girls<br />
<br />
too bad i'm not really that good at talking<br />
i've tried<br />
but not really a convo :/<br />
i really want to learn more languages<br />
not like a few words or sentences :(HellBoundhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07599235570521175004noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1749329898650306441.post-661225238976503282013-06-29T00:24:00.000+08:002013-06-29T00:24:10.133+08:00so...<br />
<br />
FAC'13!!!<br />
<br />
Freshmen Adventure Camp 2013...<br />
WAS REALLY REALLY FUN!<br />
<br />
more so than what I expected<br />
mainly because of the company<br />
<br />
so Day 1<br />
there I was <br />
walking into the lt<br />
and the seniors (Seth)<br />
was doing the woosh/long john actions<br />
and I was wondering how i'm going to keep up with him<br />
the rest of the day was the icebreakers and field games<br />
and I was really bad at them<br />
like really really bad<br />
made me realise again who I am<br />
<br />
night was the Assassination<br />
was fun<br />
all the sneaking around and stuff<br />
but our luck was bad<br />
though it got better at the end<br />
<br />
after that we had 'supper'<br />
just some cheese fries<br />
<br />
and slept at like 2+am<br />
<br />
day 2<br />
started with photoshop<br />
learned a bit<br />
though notes would be useful<br />
<br />
following that<br />
was the games around NUS<br />
we did better<br />
way~ better<br />
way way way~ better<br />
but what was more fun was the mind fuck games<br />
Russell knew a lot<br />
the What's next...<br />
and Around the World in 80 days<br />
How many meh meh jumped over the wall<br />
haha<br />
<br />
night was Running Man!<br />
quite fun<br />
I think it was the first time I held a girl's hand<br />
AiLan was her name<br />
she was a bit tomboyish<br />
so...<br />
I was quite okay with it<br />
sorry...<br />
<br />
anyway<br />
the HTHT<br />
(heart to heart talk I learned)<br />
was quite a disaster<br />
left halfway through during the HTHT with Helios<br />
<br />
Day 3<br />
morning was the CORS bidding course<br />
pretty useful<br />
<br />
followed by Amazing Race<br />
was fun<br />
lucky we got 'Skip a station'<br />
if not...<br />
<br />
night was Cluedo<br />
was damned pissed with myself<br />
all haughty<br />
giving theories like I know better<br />
in the end <br />
i'd say we were the furthest away from the truth<br />
what as asshole I was<br />
but it was fun<br />
the process<br />
the interview and thinking part<br />
I guess<br />
<br />
the HTHT on the last night<br />
was mostly spent on writing cards<br />
and cheese fries <br />
and butter chicken<br />
<br />
Last Day!<br />
was Sentosa!<br />
was really really fun<br />
not only the games<br />
but the walk there and the interactions<br />
the talk<br />
when everyone finally opened up<br />
(including me)<br />
was really really enjoyable<br />
<br />
lunch too<br />
talked mostly with LuTing<br />
as well as the debrief<br />
<br />
the trip back was...<br />
well a bit awkward<br />
but nothing wrong with that<br />
<br />
like what JiaZhi said<br />
'I miss the campp'HellBoundhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07599235570521175004noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1749329898650306441.post-19539438107508664852013-06-16T16:21:00.000+08:002013-06-16T16:21:01.605+08:00Before Sunset<br />
<br />
somehow this movie was way faster than the previous<br />
though its different by only a few minutes<br />
maybe because there's a less location?<br />
i'm not sure<br />
<br />
anyway<br />
I've no idea if they were acting<br />
or if its really their mannerism<br />
but<br />
you can kind of see that they're more mature<br />
more comfortable with themselves<br />
the way they sit and talk<br />
<br />
the first half of the movie connects more with me<br />
when they talked about the people<br />
the world<br />
and so on<br />
<br />
love the part when they started talking <br />
and it feels like <br />
y'know<br />
two friends who really haven't met up in a long time<br />
and are really excited <br />
<br />
the second half<br />
I don't really connect?<br />
cause it's about<br />
love, and relationship and marriage<br />
(HuiJun told me about this and I got it now)<br />
and well, i'm haven't even been in a relationship yet<br />
so...<br />
but<br />
when they tried to touch the other person but held back<br />
waaahhh<br />
<br />
and now<br />
different from the previous film<br />
is the intimate part<br />
the previous film <br />
they were afraid because they were awkward?<br />
afraid of getting rejected and spoiled the whole night<br />
now<br />
it's because too many is at stake<br />
their marriage<br />
their life<br />
their kids(or his kid)<br />
<br />
and the conversation in the car<br />
was different<br />
it allowed them to express themselves<br />
honestly<br />
which is where they expressed their true self<br />
so different from all(and I meant the 2 movies) other scenes<br />
where they were talking in public places<br />
<br />
and the song she sang <br />
was really good<br />
<br />
so yup :)HellBoundhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07599235570521175004noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1749329898650306441.post-81803878583319149792013-06-16T12:41:00.001+08:002013-06-16T12:41:08.904+08:00okay <br />
so I want to post this before I watch Before Sunset<br />
before it influenced my opinion of Before Sunrise<br />
<br />
first of all<br />
I want to talk about these kind of vacation<br />
y'know<br />
just walking around <br />
looking at the places<br />
people's way of life<br />
the atmosphere of everyday life of people <br />
of different countries and lifestyles<br />
and if I can find a girl I love to go with<br />
all the best<br />
<br />
okay<br />
so the male lead<br />
Jesse by Ethan Hawke<br />
is this, which I felt, <br />
romantics<br />
but he was let down<br />
and so now, he's cynical<br />
because he's afraid<br />
y'know<br />
of being disappointed<br />
<br />
the female lead<br />
Julie Delpy playing Celine<br />
is this young woman<br />
who knows what she wants to be<br />
a strong woman<br />
but shes on her way there<br />
in the meantime<br />
she has her doubts and insecurity<br />
the awkward stage of transition and how to do it<br />
<br />
one of the phrase that really got my attention was<br />
'Who says relationship must be forever?'<br />
it kinda struck a chord with me<br />
we kinda expect relationship to be forever<br />
anything less is a failure<br />
why?<br />
why do we feel this?<br />
yes it may be short<br />
but is it wrong if its the most beautiful moments of our lives?<br />
whats the point of holding on<br />
if youre just going to make it ugly?<br />
<br />
they were also talking about how old couples<br />
may get irritated or even hate the mannerisms of their partners<br />
after years<br />
and I was kinda thinking to myself that to love<br />
is to acknowledge and accept the other person's faults<br />
yeah I could do that<br />
and yet recently<br />
I got really pissed with my mother<br />
on how she lives her life<br />
and here I am<br />
saying I can accept my the other half<br />
when I cant even accept my mum's way of life<br />
even I don't believe myself<br />
<br />
anyway<br />
I get why HuiJun introduced me to the movies(or rather series)<br />
it kinda resemble our meeting yesterday<br />
and if I forced it<br />
it is kinda creepy how similar how meeting is<br />
with the moviesHellBoundhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07599235570521175004noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1749329898650306441.post-85265737070368867802013-06-16T00:02:00.002+08:002013-06-16T00:02:46.333+08:00met up with HuiJun today<br />
at Dhoby Ghaut's MosBurger<br />
Mos Burger is good<br />
especially the croquette<br />
<br />
as for the conversation<br />
it was a bit depressing<br />
we talked about Khin<br />
from secondary school<br />
is it me <br />
or does everyone has complicated relationship?<br />
too complicated for me to post about it here<br />
<br />
after that we just kinda talked about relationship in general<br />
type of partners<br />
future and so on<br />
<br />
she's one of the few <br />
that helps me <br />
to put my belief, principles and ideal<br />
into more concrete form<br />
a rare friend<br />
<br />
and she introduced me to a couple of movies<br />
a series actually<br />
Before sunrise, Before sunset<br />
shall watch it soonHellBoundhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07599235570521175004noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1749329898650306441.post-25746203321950584312013-06-14T21:04:00.001+08:002013-06-14T21:04:21.911+08:00okay okay<br />
I know it's way~ overdue<br />
09s20 gathering last sunday <br />
<br />
in keeping with tradition<br />
the gathering was at Bugis<br />
with 5 people<br />
Tim Bao Debbie and YY<br />
first time Debs joined us<br />
and Tim <br />
OMG Tim<br />
we met at a late timing cause he had stuff<br />
than he FORGOT about it<br />
but in the end he came<br />
<br />
Bao<br />
I think it was a stress venting event for her<br />
keep suan-ing me and Tim<br />
haha<br />
<br />
Tim and Bao was like some old couple<br />
the Tim to my Bao<br />
HAHA<br />
<br />
and we went to get bubble tea after that<br />
as usual<br />
<br />
but it's really been a while<br />
since I've laughed so much<br />
:)HellBoundhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07599235570521175004noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1749329898650306441.post-25955808626784928312013-06-03T09:10:00.000+08:002013-06-03T09:10:41.555+08:00so in Psycho-Pass<br />
they said that<br />
'Law is an accumulation of humans' feeling'<br />
that law do not protect human<br />
human protect law<br />
<br />
quite an interesting take<br />
we have always seen it from the point that law were made by people <br />
to maintain order<br />
to help society function<br />
and to keep us safe<br />
<br />
but we failed to see that it is due to those<br />
who suffered injustice<br />
victims of crime<br />
that these laws were created<br />
to make sure no one suffer the same fate<br />
and that's why there are people <br />
out there<br />
protecting the law<br />
and hence the people<br />
<br />
law is not about you and me<br />
it's about the past and futureHellBoundhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07599235570521175004noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1749329898650306441.post-21376739875349319282013-06-03T09:03:00.000+08:002013-06-03T09:03:13.723+08:00finished Sundown yesterday<br />
for my last marathon<br />
it was a disappointed<br />
time-wise<br />
it took me 4:33 hours<br />
not mush different from my previous marathon<br />
it was more so of my behaviour<br />
<br />
disgusted me<br />
I 'snatched' ice from a couple of ladies who were there<br />
on their own to provide runners with food<br />
<br />
and I walked a lot<br />
it started with cramps<br />
but as my legs alternate between ache and cramp<br />
I started to tell myself that my legs were cramping<br />
even though I knew they were cramps<br />
so that I could walk<br />
but this i'm not 100% sure<br />
even now<br />
whether they were cramps or ache<br />
<br />
still<br />
disgustingHellBoundhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07599235570521175004noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1749329898650306441.post-50141473949900992182013-05-13T22:09:00.002+08:002013-05-13T22:09:57.509+08:00been a while<br />
no<br />
in fact<br />
its been quite a long while <br />
<br />
so today i'm gonna talk about something <br />
a bit strange<br />
<br />
lets talk about grotesque<br />
I stumbled upon a mangaka<br />
if you could call him that<br />
by the name of kago shintaro<br />
to say his manga is sick is to say the least<br />
<br />
freak my mind out<br />
<br />
all the grotesque human body<br />
body parts<br />
...<br />
<br />
but because of seeing these manga<br />
after seeing them<br />
it kind of open up your mind<br />
it makes you able to imagine of stuff you couldn't before<br />
<br />
mostly because of seeing grotesque<br />
we think that certain things are grotesque<br />
cause they are not natural<br />
things that you would never imagine before<br />
<br />
however<br />
once you saw them<br />
you too are now able to imagine<br />
in fact <br />
you may be curious how far your mind may go<br />
<br />
thus it open up your mind<br />
free it <br />
in a way that not only does it help you to be able to imagine<br />
it frees you of the shackle of trying not to imagine them<br />
<br />
however <br />
grotesque for the sake of grotesque only is meaningless<br />
things must be done for the sake of a purpose<br />
to fall totally into abstractions is to fail<br />
<br />
surrealism on the other hand<br />
help bring grotesque into meaning<br />
by combining it with everyday 'normal' stuff<br />
it help to open up people's eyes<br />
to see their everyday lives in a new perspective<br />
<br />
and it keeps life interesting HellBoundhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07599235570521175004noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1749329898650306441.post-67919177644378943172013-04-22T18:57:00.000+08:002013-04-22T18:57:30.816+08:00been a while<br />
going to talk a bit about myself<br />
<br />
firstly,<br />
what i fear most.<br />
<br />
What i fear most is being left behind. Not physically, well maybe yes, but i'm going to talk about being left behind in another sense. <br />
<br />
I'm afraid that as everyone i know experience different stuff, studying overseas, travelling, I am left behind in my well. I love my well, I do, but that doesnt mean that should be all that i experience. I want to get out of my well, see the world, experience different stuff, be it good or bad, just not too bad. I would call this 'me growing up'. No longer am i the one sitting at the back, being 'worried' while others(read parents) solve the problem. <br />
<br />
Know the saying 'Growing old is complusory, but not growing up.'? I agree, because growing up do not happen on it's on. People have to make an effort to grow up.The reason our world is so screwed up is because, i think, people think that iit just automatically happens on it's on. It dont. <br />
<br />
Grow up.<br />
<br />
...<br />
<br />
'Happiness is a prison'<br />
<br />
Read this in V for Vendetta and it struck a chord within me. <br />
<br />
People have this idea that to live is to be happy. I dont think this is totally right. Yes we want to be happy, and we should. But we need to work for it. <br />
<br />
When we are born, we're in this family, we're happy, its blissful and all seems right in this world. Nothing wrong with this, till people refuse to leave this. I dont mean that they should break up the family or what but they refuse to do anything that may affect the status quo. They refuse to leave this prison they shut themselves in. Yes, outside the prison is scary. There will be unhappiness and pain. But there are so many other things too. And it doesnt mean that outside the prison there will not be happiness. There will be. <br />
<br />
And maybe more.<br />
<br />
...<br />
<br />
one more post about friends but will leave it for later<br />
trying to learn italian<br />
La Bella Lingua<br />
Ciao~HellBoundhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07599235570521175004noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1749329898650306441.post-75137101873094186822013-04-13T20:15:00.002+08:002013-04-13T20:15:54.717+08:00met up with Atrina<br />
<br />
i wanted to pass her the stuff i got in Japan<br />
BUT I LOST THE CATS<br />
so when she opened it<br />
all there was was a stone<br />
and a happy card...<br />
gahhhhh!<br />
<br />
anyway<br />
we met up at BukitPanjangPlaza<br />
kinda just walked around<br />
NTUC, Daiso and library<br />
ate at HongKongStreats<br />
thats where i gave her the stuff<br />
haiz<br />
<br />
she slimed down quite a lot<br />
and for some reason her eyes kept flashing in my mind<br />
realised they are quite pretty<br />
and she is beautiful :)<br />
<br />
oh and i found out that she broke up with her boyfriend<br />
:/<br />
<br />
HellBoundhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07599235570521175004noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1749329898650306441.post-11626847713082110762013-04-11T21:35:00.001+08:002013-04-11T21:36:01.979+08:00Passed my driving test<br />
FUCK YEAH!!<br />
in your face<br />
<br />
thats all<br />
hahaHellBoundhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07599235570521175004noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1749329898650306441.post-66377183333606632172013-04-06T21:35:00.001+08:002013-04-06T21:35:10.381+08:00met up with HuiJun today<br />
come to think of it<br />
it's the first time we met up <br />
<br />
well<br />
i did see her in like 2011?<br />
when she was working at Giants<br />
and when i was working in NTUC<br />
but those were where we met coincidentally<br />
<br />
anyway <br />
met up at JCube<br />
before we decide to go over to IMM<br />
for Udon<br />
not sure if bias or what<br />
but i think Jap's better<br />
<br />
anyway<br />
we mostly talked about Japan<br />
our studies<br />
as well as a bit of Sec School<br />
i know<br />
it sounds like we're old people<br />
haha<br />
<br />
i had fun<br />
in fact it made my day<br />
:)HellBoundhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07599235570521175004noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1749329898650306441.post-85648951791131755052013-04-01T22:51:00.000+08:002013-04-01T22:51:28.093+08:00Today was a sad day<br />
<br />
Charmaine flew off to Japan today for study<br />
T.T<br />
<br />
stayed over at Grandma's house <br />
and woke up at 5am<br />
thats 3 days in a row of waking up so early<br />
<br />
anyway<br />
met her at Changyi<br />
unfortunately didnt really get to talk to her<br />
mostly just sit there and trying to doze<br />
so ya <br />
i'm the weird unknown who just flow the rest of the people<br />
haha<br />
<br />
and she cried so much T.T<br />
<br />
oh well<br />
<br />
ohohoh<br />
at the airport<br />
they changed the waterfall<br />
to some animated gold rain thingy<br />
spent most of my time watching that<br />
but what i wanted to say was i realised what i fear most<br />
well post it next time<br />
<br />
oh and Charmanie got a bf <br />
didnt know bout that <br />
hahaHellBoundhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07599235570521175004noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1749329898650306441.post-52861342175606193952013-03-21T10:02:00.002+08:002013-03-21T10:02:29.406+08:00back from Japan<br />
job aint over yet<br />
have to distribute the souvenirs<br />
<br />
saturday<br />
met up with debbie at dhoby ghaut <br />
to pass her her matcha stuff<br />
then we had lunch at some jap restaurant<br />
yes<br />
i still want Jap food<br />
actually if you consider the portion<br />
food in jap isnt that ex compared to singapore<br />
in fact singapore is quite ex<br />
<br />
sunday<br />
met up with charmaine<br />
for a bbq with her church<br />
so passed her her stuff too<br />
oh<br />
and i had a lot more fun at her bbq then i first thought<br />
<br />
monday<br />
Huilin first<br />
lol after meeting me <br />
she was going back home le<br />
pon lecture tsk tsk<br />
then Bao<br />
and she dyed her hair<br />
<br />
tuesday<br />
carissa at ntu<br />
she dyed her hair too though i knew this a while back le<br />
mostly talked about relationship stuff<br />
how she must be the frst girlfriend<br />
i think a bit too hard haha<br />
<br />
wed was joei<br />
her magazine of oor<br />
<br />
well <br />
all that's left is Atrina's stuff<br />
heard she's not well<br />
:(HellBoundhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07599235570521175004noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1749329898650306441.post-60023851209692860742013-03-20T11:40:00.001+08:002013-03-20T11:40:13.082+08:00Okay <br />
I've put it off long enough<br />
time to post about this<br />
my...<br />
<br />
JAPAN TRIP 2013<br />
<br />
third time flying<br />
first time alone<br />
<br />
first of all<br />
the sun in Japan is weird<br />
it rises early and sets late<br />
by 7am<br />
the sun is bright as 10am<br />
confusing me in my sleep<br />
and by 6+pm<br />
it's as dark as 9pm<br />
<br />
schools start late too<br />
at least i think so<br />
still see students at 10am going to school<br />
and their students are allowed to wear make up??<br />
<br />
maybe cause their drama and movies are so realistic<br />
it felt a bit surreal<br />
as if i was in a drama<br />
<br />
their services<br />
what Singapore tried to do away with<br />
Japan expand on them instead<br />
but sometimes they are so used to it<br />
they dont really appreciate it<br />
quite sad<br />
as well as the fact that our service is so bad <br />
what is normal for them is like damn good service to us<br />
<br />
oh and while waiting for trains<br />
i literally saw people squeezing and pushing thier way into the trains<br />
that was during peak hour<br />
otherwise<br />
they really do wait for people to alight before they board it<br />
and they dont give up their to the elderly like in Singapore<br />
<br />
wah <br />
the porn<br />
you could go to a bookshop<br />
go down the wrong corner<br />
and you could be in the adult section<br />
same for video shops<br />
<br />
Shibuya<br />
it was too messy for me to navigate<br />
there are like 3,4 shibuya100<br />
when there's only one on my map<br />
waahhhh<br />
in the end i just wandered around on my own<br />
oh and i went shibuya again few days later<br />
and somehow a new street appeared!<br />
thought i explored all the streets and alleys<br />
i was wrong <br />
<br />
Ikebukuro<br />
there wasnt much there<br />
maybe a street to shop<br />
<br />
the Imperial Palace<br />
on the way there<br />
the street doesnt really feel like its Japan<br />
and the Palace<br />
if only i could get closer T.T<br />
<br />
the Katana Museum<br />
damn hard to find!!!<br />
got lost even though i asked for help<br />
TWICE!<br />
but found it in the end<br />
and it waas worth it<br />
looking at all the sword<br />
i could really feel the history<br />
was damn touched<br />
<br />
In Kabukicho<br />
guys really hit on women<br />
and there were male hosts everywhere<br />
thought i saw some Yakuza too<br />
but wasnt really sure<br />
<br />
Ghibli Museum was pretty amazing<br />
as well as the walk there<br />
saw a house with a bit of fairytale feel<br />
but that morning was quite bad though<br />
wind was so strong that they had to stop the trains<br />
and i swear<br />
when i jumped<br />
the wind carried me a little<br />
I SWEAR<br />
<br />
the Japs<br />
the goverenment seems to trust its people alot<br />
like people were allowed to eat on trains<br />
probably cause the goverenment <br />
believe that their people won't litter<br />
<br />
the school uniforms<br />
LOOK SO NICE<br />
both girls and boys<br />
but their skirts are way short<br />
even though its cold<br />
and the guys hair are damn long<br />
<br />
the japaneses also seem to have the inherent ability<br />
to know what's cute<br />
and you can say that they have a rather high self esteem?<br />
their fashion<br />
rather than following whats in magazine<br />
i'd rather say the magazines follow what the young people are wearing<br />
<br />
work seems tough there<br />
people have to stand in the cold to get customers<br />
the cashiers<br />
they are really polite<br />
and i like how they hand you your change <br />
by counting the notes in front of you<br />
plus they dont put the money they received into the cashier right away<br />
instead they make sure you have the correct change first<br />
<br />
anyway<br />
spent too much at Akiba<br />
and souvenirs are burdens<br />
never telling people i'm going overseas next time<br />
anyway<br />
on the last day<br />
was fretting over money<br />
but went to a temple and immediately felt calm<br />
the feel at the shrine was damn nice<br />
<br />
saw a couple of people that resemble people i know<br />
when the trains were delayed<br />
saw a women who looked like Kristen<br />
but she dressed more like a girl<br />
with make up and stuff<br />
<br />
<br />
<br />
and i saw a girl who reminded me of Tricia<br />
i swear they totally look alike<br />
but she looked younger<br />
secondary school age?<br />
with her hair in twin tails<br />
which i dont think Tricia would ever do?<br />
not sure<br />
but my heart skipped bit<br />
almost called out to her before i managed to hold myself back<br />
cause i know even if it really is her<br />
she wouldnt want me to call her<br />
anyway<br />
i was so confuse that i tried to her if the women with her is her mum<br />
before i told myself it couldnt be her<br />
if it was possible to take photo in Ghibli Museum<br />
i would have asked her to take a pic with me<br />
<br />
anyway<br />
if i'm disappointed with the trip<br />
it's that i couldnt really interact with them<br />
due to my limited/lack of japanese<br />
T.T<br />
<br />
and thats about my trip<br />
photos are on fb<br />
<br />
strike one off my bucket list<br />
add 2 more to it<br />
definitely going back again<br />
in summer<br />
and to Kyoto<br />
hopefully with better Jap <br />
so as to interact with them better<br />
HellBoundhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07599235570521175004noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1749329898650306441.post-36941498084725970802013-02-24T17:44:00.000+08:002013-02-24T17:44:14.181+08:00Universal Studio Singapore<br />
just went yesterday<br />
<br />
overall, I'd say it's fun<br />
Transformers and Mummy<br />
especially Transformers<br />
the suspense and excitement<br />
<br />
but i'm not here to talk anout them<br />
i'm here to talk about<br />
BATTLESTAR GALACTICA<br />
<br />
Cylon was the second ride i tried<br />
after Transformers<br />
we got there early<br />
there was no queue<br />
so i was at the front <br />
<br />
halfway down from the 13 storey drop<br />
my thought was<br />
'What the fuck am i doing here?'<br />
before i went back to freaking out<br />
HAHAHAHAHAHAHA<br />
<br />
was the most fun i ever had<br />
Human wasnt that scary<br />
after Cylon that is<br />
<br />
in total<br />
Cylon-3 Human-2<br />
<br />
....................................................<br />
<br />
anyway<br />
since i'm finally posting something<br />
i would like to talk about me liking thrill<br />
<br />
this isnt true<br />
well not really true<br />
i do like thrill<br />
but it's not the only reason<br />
<br />
what i like is the fact that i'm there<br />
with the decision to do something<br />
i have a choice <br />
whether to jump or not<br />
but i know i dont really have a choice<br />
<br />
and that's why i 'like' thrill<br />
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